Hidden From View
Friend, no-one can see our spiritual life but Almighty God the Father, Son & Holy Spirit. We get glimpses of other people's spiritual side but we can never be sure. Only God knows for sure.
Therefore only He can see the paths we have taken. Only He can see the Way out.
Have no fear, He is Good and Righteous and will guide you to the Path of Life Eternal. Allow Him free rein in your soul and spirit to mold and sculpt you, so that you can know Him fully and not be fearful to embark on the Beautiful Journey.
Do not hide from Him any longer. He sees everything anyway and yet while you are alive here, He has made a Way for you. He loves you and allowed himself to be a Holy Sacrifice for your sin. All that is required is to believe in Him, Jesus the Lamb of God. The Holy Sacrifice.
In 2 Peter 3:18 it says...But grow in grace, and in the knowledge of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. To Him be the glory both now and for ever.